Valkyrie...

Oh I love the movie.

Oh I really love the movie.

Even if it is not very correctly designed in the aspect of history.

But, I love the movie.

And that's enough.

Two pics I drawn these days about the movie.

Jamie Parker starred as Lt. Werner Von Haeften, handsome boy, my favourite character in the movie.

Tom Cruise is good, of course, but not really look like a German.

Whatever.

One for Lt.Von Haeften

another one for Colonel Von Stauffenberg& Lt. Von Haeften

still working on others haha....

Tears Yesterday.

I burst into tears.
I think that it must be a very long time since the last time I cry. I mean, I cried not because something moved me deeply but because the sudden flux of a kind of overwhelming emotion. I was almost desperate in that second or two. It all happened when I saw the word 'annoying' in Akari's text message.
I haven't thought of being an annoying person before. Never. Not once. I hate annoying people. But when I suddenly realized that I just can't help becoming one myself, I was destroyed by the shameful idea.
Ok, I won't be annoying any more.
Let it be. I will set you free. Of course I will.
It will be certainly irrational to ask you to go with me again.
I don't need to.
I've decided to struggle to get myself comfortable in the situation of loneliness.
Now I'm at home all the time, making love with my dear SAT books. I love them. I love English. I hate contact. And more, walks. My bedroom is my cave and my haven. It's my asylum. A place ready for insane people like me. Maybe I never told you that I extremely dislike the zoo. The smell, the peevish look of the manager, all messed up. Every time you seemed engaged in persuading me to date you there, I felt irrevocably upset.
Irrevocably upset.
I love the place infront of that shopping mall, well, any questions? I've set it as my gathering-point forever. I don't want to change my mind and I grudging in spending any time consider a change.
I can go to the bank alone, I don't need your accompany.
So you'll be happy now?
yeah. You certainly will.

But the diastrous consequence is that: You've Made Me Cry.
And I've made up my mind to get you pay for this.
Even if you compromised at last you still have to compensate.
Kiss me or bring me to ye bed.
Will you?
How dare you won't!!

I love you dear.

Happy Birthday R.J.Lupin~~~~~

Birthdays got crowded here in March.

Stay up again just to catch the first chance to celebrate Dear Lupin's birthday. I've prepared this pic two days before. This time I tried to do the drawing work in a different way. Seems like child doodling/// /// Quite good, a brand new style for me.

Well, Happy birthday Moony.

Wish you'll be happy with Sirius in heaven.

Happy Birthday Dear Ron.

Midnight again. My endurance of staying-up is really amazing. Bit frightened by myself...

This time I could not sleep because today's Ron Weasley's birthday. I cannot tell how old he is now as he 's alive only in imagination, but I know he'll be happy to be remembered on his own birthday.

And, a new painting for him. For my dear Ron.

The one who deserves the name of the Best Friend in the world.

Maybe humble and modest, but never ignored or abandoned.

Cherishing you.

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Again Happy Birthday, Dear Ron.

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A day.

A day past in the voice of Kalafina.
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Brenda's new pics were lauded in Dollsky forum.
And I finally decided to put up Olivia head for sale. I really don't want to do it but have no other choices. The somehow weird body-line of SD16 girl's body doesn't fit my style. And I 've tried the head on a Soom supergem body. The scene was terrible. Volks heads are too big for the kind of thin shoulders of supergem body, and it looks just like a strange mix&match... ...
If everything goes on track, I'll got the head sold and enough money for Luts' sleeping Moon received. Then definitely I'll get him back. Even the name for him is readily in my mind--Kampfer, adapted from Trinity Blood. A name of an ancient alchemist in Albion. Also the last name of my beloved Isaak Fernando Von Kampfer~~
Next doll in my wishlist will be a normal type Moon. Ahahaha!!! Gemini's always full of evil attraction......
Ball joint doll collecting is a terrible hobby...
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Dolls already at home:
+Brenda, Soom Beryl
+Adrian, DOT Sha
+Lancelot, DOT Tender-Lahoo
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Wish list(2009.2 version)
+Luts Sleeping Moon
+Luts Moon
+Dollstown Elysia
+AI Gabriel
+Others depending on Soom's Monthly Limited Edition......
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Actually, after the return of my dear Brenda, I found that I lost all the passion in other girls... Brenda is always the most beautiful one.

Brenda's World...[Soom-Beryl]

My Brenda.
Love her new makeup. Thx dear Cainkeita~~~~~

Eyes the color of Aqua, lips the color of Blood, face the color of Fullmoon, Hair the color of Dark night.
There is always a crystal castle, standing somewhere no one knows.
And the white succubus is there, sitting on her throne.
Looking at the rotten world, while lying in her room.
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`This is why I'm always staying in the dark. for Severus Snape.

New painting for Professor Snape.
Please click on the pic to view the full version~~~~~thx~~~~~~


Watercolor and Pencil.


Neyyyyyy..........I really should consider to buy a new scanner= =The old one's got to retire...
I have had this scene hovering in my mind for quite a long time. Now I'm satisfied that I finally got the chance to substantiate it. The Conversation between the two 'somebody' in this pic is a little different from my first draft in mind. However, the feeling didn't change.
Still loneliness and desperation, coldness and darkness.
And that is the very way young Severus impressed me.
Be neglected and abandoned by both muggles relatives and fellow wizards, he belongs to nobody other than himself. From then on, he forgot how to devote and how to accept. Even to Lily Evans. He was locked in himself by himself. His heart is a locked garden where love grows peacefully and silently but never flourishes.
He's always keeping secrets.
He's always reticent and sullen.
He's always maintaining a heart full of love.
But he never shows.
He's always staying in the dark.
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3 Pics.

Three Pics I finished these days...Only scribble-scrabbling......
Please knock on the pics to view full versions of them~~~~
Still not really ept with my Wacom CTE650... Well I believe Practice makes perfect^^

I really shouldn't spent so many time on painting......

emmm, a Sirius&Remus couple first...

Then a Snape & Lily couple~~~~~

I love this pair very much......struggling for love and freedom but finally irrevocably drawn in the darkness...a real miracle but tragedy.

Finally!!!!!! The Glorious Lucius Malfoy!!

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The 1st day.

It's a bit isane for me to create this account on a randomly found blog server. And it's also isane for me to decide to begin blogging in English as it's a foreign language to me. Maybe just to prepare for my SAT test, or maybe just to find a place online where I may meet no accquaintance.
Here is lofty, lofty enough to get away from my real life, get away from gossips and annoying comments. I know the blog dwelling in the sina.com server is no longer safe. Mother's reading it, my aunt's reading it, my older sister's reading it, my college classmates are reading it. But now as I want to hide myself away, I have to avoid writing about my real life there. And writing about what I am not really doing is extremely uncomfortable. It makes me feel guilty.
Consequently, this virginia was developed.
I still want to call here Hotus Conclusus, the same name as my Chinese blog, a phrase from Latin, means a locked garden. I love this name.
Tomorrow my college will welcome the new semester. However I'm not in the screaming crowd of celebration. I don't want to be back and I am doing so, staying home.
And the damned test will come in May and also June.
I hate GRE vocabulary. And I hate Barron SAT2400. Barron's books are incredibly difficult. After gone through its critical reading part, I was exhausted. And I feel hopeless when I find out that I got one question wrong in every five questions. There was an article from a book written by Kant. I read it for a long time and can only get one point about it: it's about metaphysics. As for what it really said or how it said those things I have absolutely no ideas. My brain get blank. Or maybe it was blank from the very beginning.
Well reading is not a terrible thing if the material presented is interesting. I'm reading fanfictions of Harry Potter in English these days and certainly got very excited...Especially for the fictions by Fleshdress.... Miraculous!!!Fabulous!!!!....I love the Malfoy's Family lover pair....And of course Sirius and Remus is the No.1 couple I'm always supporting!!...
Ahhhh....get excited again= =
Should say that some fanfictions contain slashes....However, I'm already over 18 years old and there remains no problem/// ///
Apparently I cannot write about these things on my Chinese blog...I won't let my relatives know such things...They'll consider me as a incorrigible stereotype= =

I drew another watercolour piece for Professor Snape yesterday. But I need to wait till tomorrow or later to get it scanned. I doubt that my poor little scanner may be out of order. It began to appear strange last summer///