The 1st day.

It's a bit isane for me to create this account on a randomly found blog server. And it's also isane for me to decide to begin blogging in English as it's a foreign language to me. Maybe just to prepare for my SAT test, or maybe just to find a place online where I may meet no accquaintance.
Here is lofty, lofty enough to get away from my real life, get away from gossips and annoying comments. I know the blog dwelling in the sina.com server is no longer safe. Mother's reading it, my aunt's reading it, my older sister's reading it, my college classmates are reading it. But now as I want to hide myself away, I have to avoid writing about my real life there. And writing about what I am not really doing is extremely uncomfortable. It makes me feel guilty.
Consequently, this virginia was developed.
I still want to call here Hotus Conclusus, the same name as my Chinese blog, a phrase from Latin, means a locked garden. I love this name.
Tomorrow my college will welcome the new semester. However I'm not in the screaming crowd of celebration. I don't want to be back and I am doing so, staying home.
And the damned test will come in May and also June.
I hate GRE vocabulary. And I hate Barron SAT2400. Barron's books are incredibly difficult. After gone through its critical reading part, I was exhausted. And I feel hopeless when I find out that I got one question wrong in every five questions. There was an article from a book written by Kant. I read it for a long time and can only get one point about it: it's about metaphysics. As for what it really said or how it said those things I have absolutely no ideas. My brain get blank. Or maybe it was blank from the very beginning.
Well reading is not a terrible thing if the material presented is interesting. I'm reading fanfictions of Harry Potter in English these days and certainly got very excited...Especially for the fictions by Fleshdress.... Miraculous!!!Fabulous!!!!....I love the Malfoy's Family lover pair....And of course Sirius and Remus is the No.1 couple I'm always supporting!!...
Ahhhh....get excited again= =
Should say that some fanfictions contain slashes....However, I'm already over 18 years old and there remains no problem/// ///
Apparently I cannot write about these things on my Chinese blog...I won't let my relatives know such things...They'll consider me as a incorrigible stereotype= =

I drew another watercolour piece for Professor Snape yesterday. But I need to wait till tomorrow or later to get it scanned. I doubt that my poor little scanner may be out of order. It began to appear strange last summer///